Allergy …

Alhamdullah I thank god I don't have any allergy, ok maybe a little like most of us … cant understand the dust makes me sneezes a lot..

Anyhow … I have this thing angst water… I don’t understand being wet, not an inch of my body … just can't …

I dry my body after shower before even getting out from the shower booth … I will dry my hands immediately after washing them … and if I am in the kitchen … don’t ask how many times I use the tissues to dry myself …. Because you are cooking you end up washing your hands every two min …. "lool … as if I cook that much" …. And I will hate myself when someone shakes my hand with his wet hand ….. daaaaam its driving me nuts …. I even don’t put food in a wet plat …. Naaah at all …

Anyhow, not many ppl know this about me … BUT my uncle dose, we are very close … we have more friendship relation then uncle daughter thing … he is young, single and fun to be with… I can tell him almost anything … Many times he will come and try to hold me with his wet hands … just for the sack of teasing me…

One day, he noticed something below my eye and wanted to remove it from my face, where I just saw him done washing his hands… again I freaked out loud noooooooo ….. thinking he is teasing me only …. Where he was not … he got upset and guess what was his answer…. "hey ente 3endish 7asasya men el may we ana ma23raf" …

At this point, I was looooooool …. I laughed from the bottom of my heart … can you imagine having allergy from water … I remember laughing till losing my voice … after that 6aaaa5 9eht men 9ooooli … "yea, sometimes I lose balance when I laugh" it was never expected answer …

How the hell a person will be able to live with water allergy … LOL

My morning at 2nd Cup...

Today I work up early in the morning, as i planned to spend my last few days of my holidays from work enjoying the morning ...

As soon i opened my eyes in the morning ... here i can small the hot chocolate and hear the nice music in the background of my fev. coffee shop... here i jumped off my bed ... kuli 7amas ... yayeee.. .... :D

The best part ... they have WIFI ZONE ... you know what that means? ... I can be online, plog and listen to my music ... and as well i was planning to have my calligraphy pens and paper to practice writing....  and i took my book as well ... as if i will be going to do all of that ... loool

After one hr i am already there... just walked in ... i noticed its empty ... usually by that time you see few ppl working with their laptop ... i saw only one ... I looked for a spot where off course will be able to access the electricity incase i need to charge my laptop ... kept my things (I was all lauded ... ;) ).... then went to order my hot chocolate and i was hell hungry ... but unfortunately .... Their sandwich was not yet ready ... 

I was: :(

HE: sorry they are not ready yet...

ME: ok ill have only hot chocolate...

HE: No problem, but did you came for the Internet..

ME: Yes.. Why?

HE: I am sorry, its not working, its not from us, its from the Internet company ... "with a stupid smile in his face" … as if he was trying to say ... do not blame me/us, we do pay our bills ... loool

ME: hmmm ... ok its ok ...in my head: ill practice and still can read my book... good i got everything with me ... ;)

Then me telling myself... hey i can still enjoy my morning, do not want anything upset my morning :-) ... great sprit ha.. ? ... sat at my spot, having my cup, enjoying it to the max...  took my book which i dumb for few months now, and continue reading it...

"Notice, i work up early, hungry did not get my sandwich i was looking forward to, and no internet ... but still not upset...and forgot to mentioned, the guy did not have change... yea he did not ... so i am plus with not having my change yet ... "

Kept reading for a while ... for two chapter or so then i decide to start writing and move to my art moooooood ....

The place was sooo quite, relaxed mood ... great music in the background and the coffee small just hmmmm....  Faj2a from nowhere i heare ppl screaming and i raised my head looked up... OMG ... a group of five boys walked in then another two they all talk to each other, then few more ... and the place becoming noisy and more noisy ... OMG around a group of 15 boys sat together in front of me ... screaming, laughing they are just very very loud ... they seem all from school, and they all seem to study together and they just step out from exam... "I guess" ....

ohhhh weeen ayamna ... ne5ala9 madrasa nrooo7 ween kena nroooo7 be katheeeer Macdonald hatha kan shay... ma jeeel el yooom ....

Kept listing to their conversation, oh it was soooo fun...I know its bad ... but honestly i did not mean too ... they were just loud...

First topic was exams, who cheated .... oh they are sooo open to it ... boy1: yes i cheated the whole number 5 questions ... from folan... they dont call names ohhh they have woundeful nikenames ... el jamooos ... el ford ....  In my head: how old are this guys ... they dont seem that old ... and how did they end up all here... i dont see a bus outside ... loool … they all driving already .... "i get to know from their 2nd topic"

OMG ,,, at my old time you only drive when you finish school .... bel3afya ana te3alamt sewaqa we ana fe elkulia .... hehehe weeeen ayamna... 

Topic two was about cars ... OR the 2nd topic i heard... they described cars, the look the sounds... ohh the way they make sounds you will just think the car  is in the cafe... with really funny face expirations.. i guess if i was to spend more long time with them i will be having a good knowledge of cars .... one boy: i am going to get this car... one boy: no this cars are not inn mo'6a el sana al mathya ... hehehe imagine!...

After no time ... i felt like i am sitting with them, began to know their names their cars even their school results.. As much they annoy when they step inn, as much i enjoyed the time they were around ... :D

While they are still around, and i am trying not to listen... and keep writing... i noticed they became whispering .... hmmm ... I raise my head and look around, i see a person coming to set on the empty table next to me .... walla walla walla ... i swear  for the first ten sec i could not know if he was a girl or a boy ... till my eyes spot his breast where i notices he dont have any ... and all my friends were looking at him … he was a mark you could not stop looking …. in my head: OMG, do we have this ppl in my country, never notice them around ... ok, then kept doing my work again... "trying ma a7a9al thonoob zeyada" … but the way he was working, kept his mug, saat down and his two legs were close to each other …. The way he kept his staff … as he was holding a two books with him …. Goooooooood can't describe it HE WAS SOOOO GAY……

Later then, i got excited and starting writing this post... and the boys starting leaving one after the other and the place started to be empty of boys and full of grownup ... :D

I am Glad, enjoyed my company at the coffee shop .. ;)

My day even got better later on, went lunch with cozon at 2pm, went for a movie with my best friend at 5:30pm "had a blast watching the women", went to jam3ya at 7:30pm ... later went to a grocery shopping and was back home almost 11pm ... wow, i was dead tired after spending the whole day out … I slept in no time....

Note: it was on last Tuesday .. :P

I am poor, cant afford cheap things...

ok ok ok ... i have no idea how i am gonna put this into words but here we go... the title was quoted from my aunty ...

Anyhow ...

we are in the living room myself, mum, aunty and her daughter... in the middle of our funny, cool lovely conversation... here my aunty says... i am poor therefore i can't afford cheap things... she was dammm serious about it... and as usual i start my all time conversation between me and myself... what is she saying? What does she mean? and my friends were bubbling above my head ? ! ? ! ? ! ....

I went back to school practice, when i used to not understand what i have been told so i keep repeating it ... "I am poor can't afford cheap things" again and again ... for few seconds then the mercy came from my aunty with the explanation (maybe it was so obvious on my face) ... yea because i am poor i must make sure i get the nice things once, i can't keep buying everyday ... for example: if u buy cheap shoes, they will cut off for a short period of time... then have to buy another one, again cheap then again buy another one ... you end up spending lots of money... instead you buy your one good quality which is obvious will be expensive and use it for enough time till you afford another one...

Do I make sense?... you sure you do my aunty, :D .... I must say i keep learning new lessons from you every day...

Now I have all the excuse to buy all expensive brand of handbags shoes atc…. And mum will be silent … he he he he "evil smile"

Now, my dear reader ... i am not crazy with the title ... I am sure you did though so... Right?

Remember : I am poor can't afford cheap things... ;P

Note: my aunty is not poor, and she is well knows of her great test of choosing staff … and her very great sense of hummer … :D

To my right thumb…

Oh my right thumb..

You hurt me so deep..

You broke ur nail..

Oh my right thumb..

After all the time I spend taking care of ur nail..

You made my hand look ugly..

You kept me in pain…

Oh my right thumb..

I could not hold my right ear and play with it the way I do all time..

I could not scratch myself..

I could not text using my mobile phone..

I could not change the channel..

Oh my right thumb..

I could not close or open my cloths buttons..

I could not massage my mother's when she needed..

I could not even ware able to hold me cup normal..

Oh my right thumb..

I could not hold things normally..

I could not type normally..

I could not do the things I love all the time..

Oh my right thumb..

I can't close my shoes..

I can't pull my pants..

I can't put my ear ring..

Oh my right thumb..

You see how much your nail is important … I can't wait to be back long again …

And be able to put the polish I like..

And have my normal touch..

And look with beauty nails again..

 

Today I hate you for that…

Fifty Random things about me...

1. I am the only daughter in the family.

2. I can't leave the house without my watch, and if I do I feel very lost and go back home or take someone alse’s watch and put it on ;)

3. I can't leave the house without my phone because of mum, but when I do I thank god and feel so freeeee,,, try it…

4. I am so in love of hand bags and shoes, I keep buying them every season.

5. I am a freak collector of mugs, specially the strange looking ones,,, and I must have one from each country I visit … as well as keychain ,,, I am not sure how many I have… I just love collecting them.

6. I am very moody … and I hate it.

7. I love spending time home alone … I just feel free, do what I want when I want … looool this is so reminding me of UK life…

8. I don’t swim, kinda afraid… but at the same time I love water games.

9. I can get into any scary dangerous games, don’t dare me… ill do it ;)

10. I speak three languages, and I hope they will be five before I die.

11. I love colors and all about them, I have good test of mixing them, which makes me into makeup and decor. (you can call me a makeup artist)

12. I love fruity fragrances, if u want to send me a perfume,,, keep that in mind ;)

13. I hate abaya, I am not sure if I can say I have five, I think I have three and two half, hahaha ;)

14. I dress depends on the place am going too, and I choose the colors depends on my mood ,,, told u very moody.

15. I have phobia when I enter a test … the feel, environment of being watched and tested just freak me out…. I turned to mark less because of that, well I don’t like to be in a room with no windows … hmmm its swat me off … don’t laugh at me … ;)

16. Calligraphy, its my undercover hobby … I do practice with the society of fine art (Muscat) … hopefully will become a member and be the first Omani women calligrapher to go national and international inahallah…. Loool big dream ha ;-)

17. I strongly believe in …. Its not what you say, its how you say it …. I guess its self explaining…
18. I have a small book which I note down quotes …. You can say it contain best quotes I ever come across.

19. I turn to make first impartation judgment on strangers …. Which I don’t like … sometimes I am mistaken.

20. My best friend ever is my TV ….. Don’t ever try to put me in a house without one …

21. I listen to every type of music …. Except ROCK… even if I don’t understand the language and usually it depends on my mood ,,,, yea again …

22. I love movies ,,, I can watch one movie a million time …. And every time I see something deferent on it … mostly I am into action, romantic comedy and horror… my last option will be pure girly comedy movie …

23. I love cartoons, yes I still watch them,,, Sally, conan are my all time fev cartoon and off course wold disney ….

24. I don’t get upset easily … but when I do, pray not to be around …. I guess they say hodooo2 qabl al 3a9ifa …. Indeed

25. I love criminal investigation series …. CSI, NCIS, ALIAS … u name it

26. As mach I love clothes I don’t buy what’s inn … or as they say fashion …. I only get what I like, I always remember where I will like something every one hats or hats something where everyone liked…. 5alif to3raf la.. ;)

27. I am bad when it comes to comfort people, but I try my best level….

28. I love morning shopping… it's my best time… specially when the weather is nice…

29. I am a tea person… can't miss my early morning cup…

30. I don’t like much coffee… but I enjoy sitting in a coffee shop…

31. My best holiday ever was two years back, I went to Europe with three of my very very close friends.. it was a trip which will never be forgotten...

32. I have three best friends, each of them understand a deferent side of me…

33. I love my cousins so much… they are my sisters and brothers that god gave me…

34. I can't understand two thing in people… just hat it.. one: el naas el bu5ulaa2, two: el naas ele ma3endhum mawa3ed…

35. I am proud of the person I am, the personality I have… I continue look into my weakness and improve myself… I don’t say I am perfect… ;)

36. I really enjoy driving my car… or driving in general… when I am sick or out of the country, can't wait to drive again… ;~P

37. I hate eid… I don’t like it… I don’t enjoy it at all… I feel kids only do enjoy and it was mad for them… if I can travel in each eid holiday, will be great…

38. I don’t like cooking, specially baking… it’s a life time debit between me and mum… well I do if I have too … but not out of loving it…

39. I lose track of names easily… I can remember faces but daaamm will never remember the name … it put me fe mawaqef bay5aaaaa…

40. I hate someone touch my body.. except my future husband… loool of course :P

41. I hate someone eating next to me with the mouth open… dam its sooo irritating me…

42. I never care what ppl say about me … except my mother… ya3ni 6aaaf ele yeqolo al nasss…

43. I love my nails, they are always long… back school days, couldn’t wait to finish just being able to keep them long…

44. I can't travel without tissue (my suitcases will have many mini pockets of tissues), I can't eat without tissue, I can't go to toilet without tissue… I guess tissue is one of my very good friends… ;~P

45. I loooooooooooooooooooooooooove…. Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese it's my all time best thing to eat… hehehe … and can have it with anything ...

46. I am plane (saada) simple person, will always tent to go for plan color in every fabric … ya3ni ma a7eb el rosom wel sha5abi6 el zaida…

47. I don’t have a lucky number but I like even numbers…

48. I don’t forget easily, will always remember that u hurt me… will try and will not mentioned it at all… but it will always be somewhere deep inside me and never go away…

49. I am a secret keeper… ill die before tell you someone's secret…

50. Fifty ….. I don’t believe I did it … it was a challenge …. Oh I DID IT… love you all readers …

A visit to the hospital (Butt misery)

A visit to the hospital ... walked in healthy and worked out sick...

Yesterday my mother had a follow up appointment with one of the hospital, and since it was my day off, I decided to give her company. The app. was 12:45 PM... she picks me from home at 12 noon, and all in mind is "this is early, the hospital its just two min away" then suddenly I hear mum:'' besor3a za7ma al7een yalla yalla " ... now in my head "hmm that's why *-* ok ok" ... on the way "as usual" mum keeps saying: Take this way, yallah fast, don' t give him way... oh i am getting late ... yalla yalla ... stop ... no not this way ... atc"....

Finally we were at the hospital parking spot at 12:25.. she worked in and reported to the reception while I am parking my car ... "which it took around ten min :("... walked in, went to the waiting area, once i step in i noticed the setting area, the wooden design grabbed my attention, a flash back came from western country's waiting area and how deferent we are, and how the culture plays a roll in this too. the setting area was build in to the walls, they are ceramic and covered with wood work which they have Islamic design.

I looked for mum and set next to her, the moment i sat i felt ... " oh this is not comfy at all " a moment later i noticed my mum is "offff " and i see a bauble over her head saying " here the 3athab starts " ...

Any how...

we started our journey... at that moment it was 12:35 PM... in my head" soon soon soon mum will be called ... but we were waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting ................ ...............

at this moment oh my butt hearts .... then finally, a man comes and call my mother :flana bint flan al fulani, then another name, flana bint flan then another flan bin flan ... now in mind: " how are they calling more then one at once... over my head are my friends ? ! ? ...

i look to my watch it was 01:15 PM... in my head: " oh we waited for 30 min.. ok its was not bad " ... suddenly the voice who called mum is explaining: " here is women waiting area and there is men's ..." in my head " WHAT?!??????? WE ARE WAITING AGAIN?!?!??????? "

This was in the clinic waiting area smaller and more crowded... see the setting area, again the same style .... at this moment I felt my butt is screaming ... plz plz plz .... not again nooooooo .... lool

here another journey of waiting started.... waiting ... waiting ... waiting ....

at this area mum could not just set, she worked and asked to know the room of her Dr. then asked how long is the queue and decided like others to stand next to the Dr. door ... WHY? like others " to make sure no one gets in who is not in the queue "I guess" ....

BUT... the waiting continued ongoing ongoing ... till 2:00 PM ... at exact that moment the person before mum stepped out ... at exact 2:05PM mum gets to see the doctor ....

OMG.... we waited for 1hr and 20 min .... to see the doctor on appointment... do this ppl know what appointment means .... I doubt big time ...

"by the way ... this women was there Punished to be the last to get in as she was late to her appointment .... GOD dose it makes deferent "

NOW.... why do they give appointment ... do they have any explanation of this .... is it all the time ...

MUM: yes, its all the time ... and this hospital is the better one ... we have much more worse to the extreme ... where you will wait for the whole day....

OK now lets be honest .... is this normal? ... with all technology we have!, with all doctors we have!, with all experience this hospital have! .... why they still cant be on time? ... I doubt its a matter of the sick ppl or a matter of resources .... I guess and I am sorry to say .... its a matter with the every individual working's manner ... come on ppl this is a hospital ... a place where we should feel relaxed ....

I swear when I step out ... my butt was screaming, my back was in extreme pain and of course painful headache ....

WHY?....WHY?....WHY?

 

I wonder ... We alllllll agree eno al zawaj qisma we na9eb.. which means eno we can be married and we cant ... today women study , work and be financially free and totally independent and yet happy ...

We have single, married, divorce and armala... ya3ni deferent status to a women who is completely normal...

Ohhh she is almost 30 and not married, ohhh her younger relatives are married and she is not .... ohhh she is being working for some time and yet not married... bla bla bla bla .... WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY

I am tired of this comments all the time .... ill get into an even and will feel they all look at me and whisper she is nice and beautiful but not married yet.. and sometime they will ask... why?!? .... DAAH ...

I am a single, isn't that normal? yes i am working already and living a happy life... Why do they give me that strange look whenever they know I am single...

I have to tell my self after every each event i go to .... YOU ARE 100% NORMAL PERSONE ... NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU...

Here the most shocking one ... ok i will accept it when this comment comes from very old women who live in there on world... but here i go to this weeding and i see my old class mate ... we were very close back school time ... she got married not very long after school she is a mother of one kid now.... and here she pops the question: still not married? now in my mind "oh she asks coz we have not been in touch for some time" ... I honestly reply: not yet ... SHE: oh really! ... how come? ... I am sure you dont want to get married then, you so nice and beautiful, you need to get married.. BLA BLA BLA... ME: WHAT? then *silent* ... put a fake smile on my face and try to end the conversation ASAP ... i was complete devastated ... why its a big issue ... went back to my table and only in mind "dam that is only what i am missing"

Anyone please .... help .... I AM A NORMAL GIRL AND LIVING HAPPY SINGLE LIFE ... I DONT NEED A MAN TO BE COMPLETE ... HE COMES OK, HE DONT WHATEVER ... I HAVE NO PROPLEM STAYING SINGLE IF I DONT GET THE RIGHT PERSONE ... I RATHER BE A HAPPY SINGLE  THEN BE A MESRABLE MARRIED JUST TO PLEASE THE COMMUNITY ... IS THAT ANDERSTOOD ... 

The Only OnE...

I am the only one daughter my mother ever had, I am the only one she had in her tummy for nine months, I am the only one she have to love, care and share.

And this is my life time issue, not only because i miss having brothers and sisters fight, have fun with... its because i am the all time center of attention by my mother... I have no one to share her being worried, share her ups and down mood.

My mother loves me so much to the extend she calls when ever i go out... i know i am so lucky, but seriously its too much for me... and the problem she don't realise that at all.

I love my mother SO much, i did gave her some hard time while growing up but yet i never went to the ext rem like most teens went through, i never lied to her, never was late and always introduce her to my friends for her comfort.. i am ready to do anything for her but i just need some understanding... yet i am not married but i am over 25 yrs now and need some sphere and more trust..

But i guess Ill always be a kid in her eyes, i love you mum.

My first Blog

Ok … here I am… after along debit between me and myself should I, should I not then finally one of the many voices won … and I decided to join this world which I call really wonderful.

I have been reading some of bloggers for some time now … and I must admit that I was touched with many of you in many ways, some gave me strength some taught me patient and some for sure put a big smile on my face…

Since this is my first blog, which to be honest I am ''kinda nervous'' but will ignore that inner feeling … ok let me tell you a letter about myself … Currently I am 27 single leady, which was and still the only kid in the family.. yea I was born the only one … which I guess has a lot to do with the person I am today ,,, ok ok …I know what comes on ur mind now (spoiled girl) that is the impression I get all the time but the truth is fault … sure I am not… hmmm ok a little bit … well let me put it like this … I might get all the attention and given almost everything but at the same time I get the bad thing as well, the blame and monitored 24/7 … ohhh imagine..
Now it's getting really late… enough about me for one day.. GOOD NIGHT