Small Picture .... (2)

Now that was my unborn baby's scan picture I was talking about last post, yaaaaaay yes i am pregnang and i am soooo happy ...

Though it was not expected and made me in shock for the first few weeks BUT now i lay down and enjoy each moment of it ...

The third time i went for my monthly checkup, the scan was 3D and we were able to see his face, full body it was ammmmazing, loving him already... I looked into my hubby's face "I cant wait to see him" I said..

He was sooo kicking his hands and feet, sooo cute and my Dr. "very active baby" she said... I guess his going to be a very naughty one ;)

Cant express how happy I am, with all the side effects of mood swings and body changes but i just sit some time with my hands on my little belly and get into my own world... thinking how i am a mother to be and how would spend my time with him, change his cloths, do his bath, feed him and for sure have lees sleeping night...

Now I am on week 18, and will try to post each week progress from now on and for sure will post my baby's little scan picture...

Cant wait to see you my baby ohhh cant believe it, No Identity is becoming a mmummy sooon Inshallah..

Back...

Heeeeey...

I am back to posting... I have not post for ages and I am sooooooo missing it..
And the rezone I was away is becouse got soooo busy with my wedding....
Yea RIGHT, I GOT MARRIED on the 4th of Februray...

I did not post since the minit i got engaged and even more before that... but I have looooooots of topics which I would love to share, some about my engagement, my wedding and more about my new life...

I hope will not loooose this 7amaaaaas...

With Love to ALL.... BE WAITING for my new stories ;)

El3eed Thailandi...

El3eed Thailandi this time...
Fainally, I got the chance to spend the eid away... I guess I dont like eid, yea i don't...

On My Way to Thailand...

Wish me great holiday... Later...

Europe Here I come …..

Yes I am heading to UK and Norway….

Wish me a safe trip…

I'll do my maximum level to post each moment I enjoy…
Yahoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo….
See Yea …

UnLucky Me...

Hey… I don’t know should I be happy or not … Today I went to ZARA … mum just wanted to spend the whole day out … after lunch we had some window shopping … one of our many stops was ZARA … sure we all know this store … and when I just step in … my eyes came across a black shoes … GUESS HOW DO THEY LOOK "see below"

Yea BLACK, comfy height, the same velvet strips which I want … Its just my style ... And indeed they looked sexy on my feet :D

I put them on my feet, and show mum … she went "wooow" … at that point in my mind: YES that means she liked them and she can buy them for me ;P …

Then Mum said: but they are big! … and then I released yes they are … I asked for help…

ME: can I get this in 39, this are 40

HE: "weird expression on his face" well I don’t think so … he looked below … then said": ill try look in the store …

A few min later: sorry mum this are only the last two, 36 and 40 …

DAM after all excitement, after all that looking and searching of something similar for years… finally I got it … But ya 5a9ara … No my Size :(

P.S To those who are lost, read my previous post.

Sorry for the bad picture, it was packed ;P

Good Bye My Shoe ....

Heyyyy... I miss being here ... i was off line for some time and its seems forever ...

Ok back to my shoe .. Yea my shoe .. usually i dont give away my things easy, i am so royal "as they say" .. and here is my all time favorite shoe ever .. its my shoe for all time .. Office, Shopping any thing any time you name it .. this is a special shoe .. the most comfy one ... its my all time favorite ...  and its just BLACK ..

Mum got tired from it .. she started yelling .. 5ala9 5ala9 hareety el na3al ... baas baas ... and i could not let it go ... then i start looking for even something similar ... but no chance :( ...

You know what make them my fav. wait let me remember how i got them, well yea .. I bought them in a great sale .. it was in UK new look .. where i had to get something not boots or trainers for my trip back home ... I got them for about seven pounds .. yea just seven and they stay with me for seven years "wow ... What a great DEAL ... hehehehe " ...

Sometimes it just happened that you get one thing and its just perfect ... yea just fit ... exact style ... and dont mention suitable to every occasion ... that's how my new look black shoe was to me ...

Seven years ... its a life time ... imagine how many days I spend wearing this shoe, the place i traveled on them ... Yea Yea ... I know by this time you think i am nuts ... But its just not easy to give them away ... But what else should i do?, i guess no matter how long ... things change towards the end ... like my show as i cant wear them anymore ... 

SEE ... how just lovely they look in my feet ...  its just my style ...

Good Bye my shoe... It was my honor to dedicate this post to you for all good time you took care of me ... and you never let me down ... LoVe YoU ... 

Back to work...

After long break, i am back ... Today is my third day and still ... cant take my body off bed ... and i am just in a relaxing mood ...

Cant be active like how i used to be ... i try my best ... I need something to motivate me big time ... specially that we are facing one hell project coming up ... they were just waiting for me ... daaam why they didn't do it during my long leave? ... I HATE THEM

I am poor, cant afford cheap things...

ok ok ok ... i have no idea how i am gonna put this into words but here we go... the title was quoted from my aunty ...

Anyhow ...

we are in the living room myself, mum, aunty and her daughter... in the middle of our funny, cool lovely conversation... here my aunty says... i am poor therefore i can't afford cheap things... she was dammm serious about it... and as usual i start my all time conversation between me and myself... what is she saying? What does she mean? and my friends were bubbling above my head ? ! ? ! ? ! ....

I went back to school practice, when i used to not understand what i have been told so i keep repeating it ... "I am poor can't afford cheap things" again and again ... for few seconds then the mercy came from my aunty with the explanation (maybe it was so obvious on my face) ... yea because i am poor i must make sure i get the nice things once, i can't keep buying everyday ... for example: if u buy cheap shoes, they will cut off for a short period of time... then have to buy another one, again cheap then again buy another one ... you end up spending lots of money... instead you buy your one good quality which is obvious will be expensive and use it for enough time till you afford another one...

Do I make sense?... you sure you do my aunty, :D .... I must say i keep learning new lessons from you every day...

Now I have all the excuse to buy all expensive brand of handbags shoes atc…. And mum will be silent … he he he he "evil smile"

Now, my dear reader ... i am not crazy with the title ... I am sure you did though so... Right?

Remember : I am poor can't afford cheap things... ;P

Note: my aunty is not poor, and she is well knows of her great test of choosing staff … and her very great sense of hummer … :D

A visit to the hospital (Butt misery)

A visit to the hospital ... walked in healthy and worked out sick...

Yesterday my mother had a follow up appointment with one of the hospital, and since it was my day off, I decided to give her company. The app. was 12:45 PM... she picks me from home at 12 noon, and all in mind is "this is early, the hospital its just two min away" then suddenly I hear mum:'' besor3a za7ma al7een yalla yalla " ... now in my head "hmm that's why *-* ok ok" ... on the way "as usual" mum keeps saying: Take this way, yallah fast, don' t give him way... oh i am getting late ... yalla yalla ... stop ... no not this way ... atc"....

Finally we were at the hospital parking spot at 12:25.. she worked in and reported to the reception while I am parking my car ... "which it took around ten min :("... walked in, went to the waiting area, once i step in i noticed the setting area, the wooden design grabbed my attention, a flash back came from western country's waiting area and how deferent we are, and how the culture plays a roll in this too. the setting area was build in to the walls, they are ceramic and covered with wood work which they have Islamic design.

I looked for mum and set next to her, the moment i sat i felt ... " oh this is not comfy at all " a moment later i noticed my mum is "offff " and i see a bauble over her head saying " here the 3athab starts " ...

Any how...

we started our journey... at that moment it was 12:35 PM... in my head" soon soon soon mum will be called ... but we were waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting ................ ...............

at this moment oh my butt hearts .... then finally, a man comes and call my mother :flana bint flan al fulani, then another name, flana bint flan then another flan bin flan ... now in mind: " how are they calling more then one at once... over my head are my friends ? ! ? ...

i look to my watch it was 01:15 PM... in my head: " oh we waited for 30 min.. ok its was not bad " ... suddenly the voice who called mum is explaining: " here is women waiting area and there is men's ..." in my head " WHAT?!??????? WE ARE WAITING AGAIN?!?!??????? "

This was in the clinic waiting area smaller and more crowded... see the setting area, again the same style .... at this moment I felt my butt is screaming ... plz plz plz .... not again nooooooo .... lool

here another journey of waiting started.... waiting ... waiting ... waiting ....

at this area mum could not just set, she worked and asked to know the room of her Dr. then asked how long is the queue and decided like others to stand next to the Dr. door ... WHY? like others " to make sure no one gets in who is not in the queue "I guess" ....

BUT... the waiting continued ongoing ongoing ... till 2:00 PM ... at exact that moment the person before mum stepped out ... at exact 2:05PM mum gets to see the doctor ....

OMG.... we waited for 1hr and 20 min .... to see the doctor on appointment... do this ppl know what appointment means .... I doubt big time ...

"by the way ... this women was there Punished to be the last to get in as she was late to her appointment .... GOD dose it makes deferent "

NOW.... why do they give appointment ... do they have any explanation of this .... is it all the time ...

MUM: yes, its all the time ... and this hospital is the better one ... we have much more worse to the extreme ... where you will wait for the whole day....

OK now lets be honest .... is this normal? ... with all technology we have!, with all doctors we have!, with all experience this hospital have! .... why they still cant be on time? ... I doubt its a matter of the sick ppl or a matter of resources .... I guess and I am sorry to say .... its a matter with the every individual working's manner ... come on ppl this is a hospital ... a place where we should feel relaxed ....

I swear when I step out ... my butt was screaming, my back was in extreme pain and of course painful headache ....

The Only OnE...

I am the only one daughter my mother ever had, I am the only one she had in her tummy for nine months, I am the only one she have to love, care and share.

And this is my life time issue, not only because i miss having brothers and sisters fight, have fun with... its because i am the all time center of attention by my mother... I have no one to share her being worried, share her ups and down mood.

My mother loves me so much to the extend she calls when ever i go out... i know i am so lucky, but seriously its too much for me... and the problem she don't realise that at all.

I love my mother SO much, i did gave her some hard time while growing up but yet i never went to the ext rem like most teens went through, i never lied to her, never was late and always introduce her to my friends for her comfort.. i am ready to do anything for her but i just need some understanding... yet i am not married but i am over 25 yrs now and need some sphere and more trust..

But i guess Ill always be a kid in her eyes, i love you mum.