Can I .... ???

Straight to the point, men ‘3air la e73m walla dastoor…

I want to put air-condition in my bathroom … Yes I am serious, if I just have enough money!!! …. Yea not kidding at all…

Ok, allow me to say I spend long time at my bathroom doing other than the normal stuff you do ;P ….

Ya3ni, I don’t have a dressing table in my room… So, all my makeup, creams atc … atc … are in my bathroom … therefore I spend most of the TIME while dressing up in my bathroom ….

And guess what…. It’s really HOOOOOOOOT …. Especially with the lighting over the mirror….

So, Can I? … Why NOT?

My CHOICE...

It’s all about choice; "you choose to live happy or miserable" and since you choose to leave, today I choose to HATE you …

Maybe I will be able to move on and be Happy…


Is this true and possible? Can we choose to be happy as this psychology ppl and talk show claim?...

How Passionate Are You?

One of the many crazy online tests i like to take ... this one about (How Passionate Are You?)

And below is the result... I wonder if it's true ... but it's interesting ... check it out :P


"You're Passion Type

You mix passion with pragmatism


Key Traits: open, sensitive, balanced, empathetic, loyal, thoughtful Introspective and self-aware, you have a solid grip on your emotions. Your friends and family consider you "the rock" they can turn to and lean on during tough times. Part of that trust comes from the fact that you always try your best to say what you mean and mean what you say. This is part of your healthy outlook on life, love and work. Hard work is important, but remember to listen to your instinct when it tells you to take a step back and enjoy the quiet moments. There are certain things that you will always be passionate about, whether it's a certain cuisine, a type of music, or a particular sport. On the flipside, there are also things that will never interest you. But that's OK. Your romantic partner appreciates your unwavering sensibility, your balanced temperament, and consistent signs of love and care. "

I Miss you

I never meet you..

I never knew you..

I only got to know your face from old pictures..

I heard a lot..

I was told how humble person you were..

I could see the shine and tears in each and everyone’s eyes when they know who i am to you..

I hear the same story .. same description again and again about you..

I was so young..

So young when you were around..

So young when you carried me..

So young when you played with me..

So young when i last took a picture with you..

So young when you left..

I wonder..

How come i miss you this much..

How my life would be deferent if you were around..

How much you will be proud of me if you were around..

How you would give me lessens in life..

How you would make me ready to face this life..

I wish..

I wish you shared the moments i celebrate my birthdays each year..

I wish you gave me that big hug on my graduation day..

I wish you comfort me when my heart got broken..

I wish you if i can spend one more day with you..

I wish if I knew you as much as all this strangers who knew you..

I wish if i can call you one time … DAD

DAD, I MISS YOU..

…………………………………………………

Alla yer7amak ya aboi…

Alla ye’3ferlak thonobak..

Alla yeg3alak men ahl el gana.. Ya rab..

…………………………………………………

My Proud Identity... :D

10 Posts ... Ohhhh i am very excited ... I feel so proud of myself ... i never though that i will be able to include myself in anything to do with writing ... i am IT graduate i hardly did any assay assignment or produced reports ...

But i guess its all from you bloggers ... inspired me to the max ... hehehehe ...



OK, since i am still 10 posts old, and new to the blogging world ... i have a question to all ...



I have being reading all your post some are new and most are old ... i go through very old posts sometimes... and i just feel in touch with them ... and here i come want to comment, then i stop ... ask my self, this posts are very old, could they still see my comments? hmmm ... "thinking for a bit" then change my mind ... *sad FACE* ... then my face become the long one ;)...



Now, can you advice me ... how it works? Can I or Cant ?! ... Is there a time frame for that? ;) ... hehehe I know, i might sound stupid ... but really i want to know ... ;)

Allergy …

Alhamdullah I thank god I don't have any allergy, ok maybe a little like most of us … cant understand the dust makes me sneezes a lot..

Anyhow … I have this thing angst water… I don’t understand being wet, not an inch of my body … just can't …

I dry my body after shower before even getting out from the shower booth … I will dry my hands immediately after washing them … and if I am in the kitchen … don’t ask how many times I use the tissues to dry myself …. Because you are cooking you end up washing your hands every two min …. "lool … as if I cook that much" …. And I will hate myself when someone shakes my hand with his wet hand ….. daaaaam its driving me nuts …. I even don’t put food in a wet plat …. Naaah at all …

Anyhow, not many ppl know this about me … BUT my uncle dose, we are very close … we have more friendship relation then uncle daughter thing … he is young, single and fun to be with… I can tell him almost anything … Many times he will come and try to hold me with his wet hands … just for the sack of teasing me…

One day, he noticed something below my eye and wanted to remove it from my face, where I just saw him done washing his hands… again I freaked out loud noooooooo ….. thinking he is teasing me only …. Where he was not … he got upset and guess what was his answer…. "hey ente 3endish 7asasya men el may we ana ma23raf" …

At this point, I was looooooool …. I laughed from the bottom of my heart … can you imagine having allergy from water … I remember laughing till losing my voice … after that 6aaaa5 9eht men 9ooooli … "yea, sometimes I lose balance when I laugh" it was never expected answer …

How the hell a person will be able to live with water allergy … LOL

Fifty Random things about me...

1. I am the only daughter in the family.

2. I can't leave the house without my watch, and if I do I feel very lost and go back home or take someone alse’s watch and put it on ;)

3. I can't leave the house without my phone because of mum, but when I do I thank god and feel so freeeee,,, try it…

4. I am so in love of hand bags and shoes, I keep buying them every season.

5. I am a freak collector of mugs, specially the strange looking ones,,, and I must have one from each country I visit … as well as keychain ,,, I am not sure how many I have… I just love collecting them.

6. I am very moody … and I hate it.

7. I love spending time home alone … I just feel free, do what I want when I want … looool this is so reminding me of UK life…

8. I don’t swim, kinda afraid… but at the same time I love water games.

9. I can get into any scary dangerous games, don’t dare me… ill do it ;)

10. I speak three languages, and I hope they will be five before I die.

11. I love colors and all about them, I have good test of mixing them, which makes me into makeup and decor. (you can call me a makeup artist)

12. I love fruity fragrances, if u want to send me a perfume,,, keep that in mind ;)

13. I hate abaya, I am not sure if I can say I have five, I think I have three and two half, hahaha ;)

14. I dress depends on the place am going too, and I choose the colors depends on my mood ,,, told u very moody.

15. I have phobia when I enter a test … the feel, environment of being watched and tested just freak me out…. I turned to mark less because of that, well I don’t like to be in a room with no windows … hmmm its swat me off … don’t laugh at me … ;)

16. Calligraphy, its my undercover hobby … I do practice with the society of fine art (Muscat) … hopefully will become a member and be the first Omani women calligrapher to go national and international inahallah…. Loool big dream ha ;-)

17. I strongly believe in …. Its not what you say, its how you say it …. I guess its self explaining…
18. I have a small book which I note down quotes …. You can say it contain best quotes I ever come across.

19. I turn to make first impartation judgment on strangers …. Which I don’t like … sometimes I am mistaken.

20. My best friend ever is my TV ….. Don’t ever try to put me in a house without one …

21. I listen to every type of music …. Except ROCK… even if I don’t understand the language and usually it depends on my mood ,,,, yea again …

22. I love movies ,,, I can watch one movie a million time …. And every time I see something deferent on it … mostly I am into action, romantic comedy and horror… my last option will be pure girly comedy movie …

23. I love cartoons, yes I still watch them,,, Sally, conan are my all time fev cartoon and off course wold disney ….

24. I don’t get upset easily … but when I do, pray not to be around …. I guess they say hodooo2 qabl al 3a9ifa …. Indeed

25. I love criminal investigation series …. CSI, NCIS, ALIAS … u name it

26. As mach I love clothes I don’t buy what’s inn … or as they say fashion …. I only get what I like, I always remember where I will like something every one hats or hats something where everyone liked…. 5alif to3raf la.. ;)

27. I am bad when it comes to comfort people, but I try my best level….

28. I love morning shopping… it's my best time… specially when the weather is nice…

29. I am a tea person… can't miss my early morning cup…

30. I don’t like much coffee… but I enjoy sitting in a coffee shop…

31. My best holiday ever was two years back, I went to Europe with three of my very very close friends.. it was a trip which will never be forgotten...

32. I have three best friends, each of them understand a deferent side of me…

33. I love my cousins so much… they are my sisters and brothers that god gave me…

34. I can't understand two thing in people… just hat it.. one: el naas el bu5ulaa2, two: el naas ele ma3endhum mawa3ed…

35. I am proud of the person I am, the personality I have… I continue look into my weakness and improve myself… I don’t say I am perfect… ;)

36. I really enjoy driving my car… or driving in general… when I am sick or out of the country, can't wait to drive again… ;~P

37. I hate eid… I don’t like it… I don’t enjoy it at all… I feel kids only do enjoy and it was mad for them… if I can travel in each eid holiday, will be great…

38. I don’t like cooking, specially baking… it’s a life time debit between me and mum… well I do if I have too … but not out of loving it…

39. I lose track of names easily… I can remember faces but daaamm will never remember the name … it put me fe mawaqef bay5aaaaa…

40. I hate someone touch my body.. except my future husband… loool of course :P

41. I hate someone eating next to me with the mouth open… dam its sooo irritating me…

42. I never care what ppl say about me … except my mother… ya3ni 6aaaf ele yeqolo al nasss…

43. I love my nails, they are always long… back school days, couldn’t wait to finish just being able to keep them long…

44. I can't travel without tissue (my suitcases will have many mini pockets of tissues), I can't eat without tissue, I can't go to toilet without tissue… I guess tissue is one of my very good friends… ;~P

45. I loooooooooooooooooooooooooove…. Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese it's my all time best thing to eat… hehehe … and can have it with anything ...

46. I am plane (saada) simple person, will always tent to go for plan color in every fabric … ya3ni ma a7eb el rosom wel sha5abi6 el zaida…

47. I don’t have a lucky number but I like even numbers…

48. I don’t forget easily, will always remember that u hurt me… will try and will not mentioned it at all… but it will always be somewhere deep inside me and never go away…

49. I am a secret keeper… ill die before tell you someone's secret…

50. Fifty ….. I don’t believe I did it … it was a challenge …. Oh I DID IT… love you all readers …

A visit to the hospital (Butt misery)

A visit to the hospital ... walked in healthy and worked out sick...

Yesterday my mother had a follow up appointment with one of the hospital, and since it was my day off, I decided to give her company. The app. was 12:45 PM... she picks me from home at 12 noon, and all in mind is "this is early, the hospital its just two min away" then suddenly I hear mum:'' besor3a za7ma al7een yalla yalla " ... now in my head "hmm that's why *-* ok ok" ... on the way "as usual" mum keeps saying: Take this way, yallah fast, don' t give him way... oh i am getting late ... yalla yalla ... stop ... no not this way ... atc"....

Finally we were at the hospital parking spot at 12:25.. she worked in and reported to the reception while I am parking my car ... "which it took around ten min :("... walked in, went to the waiting area, once i step in i noticed the setting area, the wooden design grabbed my attention, a flash back came from western country's waiting area and how deferent we are, and how the culture plays a roll in this too. the setting area was build in to the walls, they are ceramic and covered with wood work which they have Islamic design.

I looked for mum and set next to her, the moment i sat i felt ... " oh this is not comfy at all " a moment later i noticed my mum is "offff " and i see a bauble over her head saying " here the 3athab starts " ...

Any how...

we started our journey... at that moment it was 12:35 PM... in my head" soon soon soon mum will be called ... but we were waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting ................ ...............

at this moment oh my butt hearts .... then finally, a man comes and call my mother :flana bint flan al fulani, then another name, flana bint flan then another flan bin flan ... now in mind: " how are they calling more then one at once... over my head are my friends ? ! ? ...

i look to my watch it was 01:15 PM... in my head: " oh we waited for 30 min.. ok its was not bad " ... suddenly the voice who called mum is explaining: " here is women waiting area and there is men's ..." in my head " WHAT?!??????? WE ARE WAITING AGAIN?!?!??????? "

This was in the clinic waiting area smaller and more crowded... see the setting area, again the same style .... at this moment I felt my butt is screaming ... plz plz plz .... not again nooooooo .... lool

here another journey of waiting started.... waiting ... waiting ... waiting ....

at this area mum could not just set, she worked and asked to know the room of her Dr. then asked how long is the queue and decided like others to stand next to the Dr. door ... WHY? like others " to make sure no one gets in who is not in the queue "I guess" ....

BUT... the waiting continued ongoing ongoing ... till 2:00 PM ... at exact that moment the person before mum stepped out ... at exact 2:05PM mum gets to see the doctor ....

OMG.... we waited for 1hr and 20 min .... to see the doctor on appointment... do this ppl know what appointment means .... I doubt big time ...

"by the way ... this women was there Punished to be the last to get in as she was late to her appointment .... GOD dose it makes deferent "

NOW.... why do they give appointment ... do they have any explanation of this .... is it all the time ...

MUM: yes, its all the time ... and this hospital is the better one ... we have much more worse to the extreme ... where you will wait for the whole day....

OK now lets be honest .... is this normal? ... with all technology we have!, with all doctors we have!, with all experience this hospital have! .... why they still cant be on time? ... I doubt its a matter of the sick ppl or a matter of resources .... I guess and I am sorry to say .... its a matter with the every individual working's manner ... come on ppl this is a hospital ... a place where we should feel relaxed ....

I swear when I step out ... my butt was screaming, my back was in extreme pain and of course painful headache ....

WHY?....WHY?....WHY?

 

I wonder ... We alllllll agree eno al zawaj qisma we na9eb.. which means eno we can be married and we cant ... today women study , work and be financially free and totally independent and yet happy ...

We have single, married, divorce and armala... ya3ni deferent status to a women who is completely normal...

Ohhh she is almost 30 and not married, ohhh her younger relatives are married and she is not .... ohhh she is being working for some time and yet not married... bla bla bla bla .... WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY

I am tired of this comments all the time .... ill get into an even and will feel they all look at me and whisper she is nice and beautiful but not married yet.. and sometime they will ask... why?!? .... DAAH ...

I am a single, isn't that normal? yes i am working already and living a happy life... Why do they give me that strange look whenever they know I am single...

I have to tell my self after every each event i go to .... YOU ARE 100% NORMAL PERSONE ... NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU...

Here the most shocking one ... ok i will accept it when this comment comes from very old women who live in there on world... but here i go to this weeding and i see my old class mate ... we were very close back school time ... she got married not very long after school she is a mother of one kid now.... and here she pops the question: still not married? now in my mind "oh she asks coz we have not been in touch for some time" ... I honestly reply: not yet ... SHE: oh really! ... how come? ... I am sure you dont want to get married then, you so nice and beautiful, you need to get married.. BLA BLA BLA... ME: WHAT? then *silent* ... put a fake smile on my face and try to end the conversation ASAP ... i was complete devastated ... why its a big issue ... went back to my table and only in mind "dam that is only what i am missing"

Anyone please .... help .... I AM A NORMAL GIRL AND LIVING HAPPY SINGLE LIFE ... I DONT NEED A MAN TO BE COMPLETE ... HE COMES OK, HE DONT WHATEVER ... I HAVE NO PROPLEM STAYING SINGLE IF I DONT GET THE RIGHT PERSONE ... I RATHER BE A HAPPY SINGLE  THEN BE A MESRABLE MARRIED JUST TO PLEASE THE COMMUNITY ... IS THAT ANDERSTOOD ...