I am not sure if its a gift or a curse, this thing is happening to me for years now … i guess i was living in deny that it could be true but now i reached to the point …. its so real ….
How could i put this here … hmmm no idea, but will just try my BEST…
The thing is.. no wait … before i start you mast know that i am such of dreamer girl, i would of imagine lots of things… and it will go on to the extreme… i could spend days dreaming of something and thinking of the smallest details…
So the thing is whatever i dream for myself, will exactly happen to someone else who i know … DAM the same thing in the same way with the same ppl to the small details…
And the worst part is … they never happened to me … DAAAAAM :(
I remember two years back, i was thinking of making this move of career at work, dreaming to be promoted as a section head of the new section i want to move to, and kept dreaming and dreaming for some days… after that i went for my annual leave … and as soon i came back … surprise surprise …. my coworker got promoted to be a section head and was moved to another section … (by the way, she never knew my dreams) …
And again and again the same things throw out my life, especially for the past two years…
Dose this ever happened to you?
As mach as i am happy for all this ppl in my life, as mach there is this small pain inside me feeling that someone stole my dream …
