2010-01-01

Today we start a new year and it's more like a new decade… It’s the time you hear…

What are your New Year resolutions?

What are your plans for the New Year?

What what's bla bla bla ….

This New Year, I demand no changes…

I want to be the same person I am proud of; I want nothing from the crowd around… I want to have the same friends, and will never wish to change the amazing family I have… I don’t want to change my weight, look, home, job or nothing… No changes are required including my marital status…

To all who stamp the knife on my back… walk away or attempted any harm to me, I no longer need your apology… the pain became part of me and what does not kill make a stronger person… I take this occasion to say thank you for all the pain you directly or indirectly, intentionally or not intentionally caused be you…

I will not open a new page, write in a new book, or forget all the painful memories… these memories, pages and stories are part of me; they are the rezones of who I am today…

As much as I don’t need apology, I no longer will wait thankfulness for any good I do, I'll keep throwing my favors to the sea… I will keep closing all my ears; as I don’t need to hear any criticism for the way I look, clothes I were, places I go or even the friends I have…

I am who I am… yesterday, today and tomorrow…

Happy New Year…